We’re getting close to Ethan’s 2nd birthday and I am so happy about it. But there are times I think back on the last few months of my pregnancy and subsequent loooooong birth. I was on bedrest for so long and just kept getting sicker and sicker. So when the docs said that I needed to have him I was okay with it. Thankfully the docs all knew that I really wanted to have him naturally and for 5 days they tried everything to induce him. It just want happening. So finally I decided that I had gotten okay with having a cesarean. The one thing that stood out in my mind was someone on facebook who has had 3 successful home births asking why I was giving up on having him naturally and made me feel really bad about it. Those words still sit in my mind and make me so mad. Okay…rant over.
